2020-08-01から1ヶ月間の記事一覧

ambivalent schadule rumination 1 self complaint 34 concern 15 panic 15 hysteria 45 emotional comparison good things being alone read a good book worst situation banned twitter cannot use sns expressive wirtting He felt a bit worrying about…

ambivalent schadulerumination 24 concern about 13 panic 14 hysteria 16 emotional comparison good things understand how to manage his feeling understand how to control his feeling understand how to manage his motivation worst situation st…

ambivalent schadule rumination 2 self complaint 15 concern about 16 panic 2 hysteria 14 emotional comparison good things get rid of bad custum find the better way to learn something stay away from wasting grow faster and fail faster find n…

ambivalent schadule rumination 0 self complaint 2 concern about 50 panic 14 hysteria 51 emotional comparison good things feeling secure worst situation arguments bad relationship expressive wirtting He felt a bit of pressure for his work t…

ambivalent schadule rumination 15 self complaint14 concern about25 panic 15 hysteria 24 emotional comparison good things understand the way to make dream come true make plan understand good portpholio worst situation lost money and credit …

ambivalent schadule rumination 15 self complaint 23 concern about 56 panic 15 hysteria 25 emotional comparison good things find out good way good relationship good advice understand how to control undestand how to manage time worst situati…

ambivalent schadule emotional comparisonexpressive writing ambivalent schadule rumination self complaintdepressionpanichysteria 2.emotional comparison This is for comparison of the good and worst . Good thing Thinking what I need try to do…

ambivalent schadule emotional comparison expressive writing ambivalent schadule I show you how I control my feeling and This is my way to control my emotion. I always try to count my feeling by number. I always have rumination self complai…

涙なんか見せちゃいけないよ と 教えられたもんで 嘘をつくのばかりがうまくなりました。 どうせいつものこんがらがったとんちんかんを ぶらりぶらりとぶらさげるだけ きみやかれやかのじょらを 特に捕まえもしないとんちんかんを ぶつけてやろうと思うんだ …

ambivalent schadule rumination 14 self complaint 26 concern about 15 panic 15 hysteria 20 emotional comparison good things forget something bad go abroad get a chance good relationship worst situation upset about feeling tired of thinking …

青すぎた空に歩き疲れてしまったみたい 町の喧騒 人の声や影に なじめないまま 体が解けていくように そう特にあなたには 伝えても伝えきれない言葉があるのだが どこまで言っても青いだけの空の向こう側に 何があるの? おどけてみせて わらってみて 誰にも…

馬鹿だねといって 笑った君がこっちを向いて いつまでも笑っているものだから 僕は不貞腐れたように歩き出して あとをついてくる君の足音だけを聞いていた ヒールの高音部分が かたい地面に刺さっていくようだった 少し歩き疲れて 戸惑っている 雨の日に君は…

もしも 神経がひりひりとする 鋭い星屑が降り注ぐ夜には すこし考えを止めてしまって 振り返るのをやめて 後ろ指をさして笑ってるやつらのことを見つめるのはやめてしまおう 行きつく先はいつもの景色でどれだけ遠くまで歩いてみても ただの広大な空と大地の…

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ambivalent schadule rumination 15 self complaint 13 concern 25 panic 25 hysteria 15 emotional comparison good things understand hysteria and panic on market stay away from them worst situation get involved with hysteria and panic sell pani…

ambivalent schadule rumination 45 self complain 15 concern about investment and the way to get info 25 emotional comparison good things stay away from hystria and panic sell hystria worst situation failed at investment put on panic join in…

ambivalent schadule insecure 25 fear 15 nagative 15 emotional comparison good things dream to archeive model and process for what he needs perspective and sight worst situation lost his sight lost will and motivation painful to keep up for…

ambivalent schadule drive alone 25 found out difficulty35 emotional comparison good things good relationship good motication good guide good investment good anlysis worst situation failure on things arguments bad relationship lie expressiv…

ambivalent schadule rumination 15 relationship 5 investment 25 emotional comparison good situation find something benefit or good for him help to achieve goal find the way out of control worst situation fail at investment gave up on workin…