ambivalent schadule
insecure 25
fear 15
nagative 15
emotional comparison
good things
dream to archeive
model and process for what he needs
perspective and sight
worst situation
lost his sight
lost will and motivation
painful to keep up for what he decide
expressive wirtting
He is afraid of his situation . He thought it is kinda difficult if he got mission .
He is afraid of his mission if it is too heavy for him . But he also think he
needs to do something difficult because it will be his mission.
That is why he needs to live so harder . He needs to embrace something important.
He is staying away from something difficult because he is afraid of it.
He decided success for his life and he wanted to continue these .